rsc,

I can see that you have definitely made progress, and I do urge you NOT to go off medication! It sounds a bit to me as though you've got in the habit of feeling the way you do - no interest, no enthusiasm, no vitality, etc. etc. Why don't you decide to change the pattern of your life in some way? I don't mean necessrily any major, but take a class in something, volunteer at a center for the homeless, start running every day, shake yourself up, change the pattern, MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. Take small steps at first. Don't try to something you already know you won't continue. Start small, but do it, whatever it may be. Give it a whirl,

Anne