Thanks for posting. I wish you would post in the general section, also. So many here are grasping for something which is intangible because of lack of information. The stress and loss of control is overwhelming and the point is reached where escaping seems to be the magic answer. You have an insight which few have or are wishing to relate. It's so important you pass what you know to others. They, in their anger and pain, don't realize you fight something that has destroyed people that were perceived as indestructible.

Anyway, even if you never write another post, you've done something that is more than important. Thanks for your gift.