thanks. I feel like such a failure at times, dont like myself in general and have felt so weak over this. I sometimes wonder if it is because of everything that is going on, or if it is just me. I am not looking for the meds to fix or cure me of anything, just help me get out of this hole. I know that i had to of been happy sometime, dont remember when, and the anxiety and obsessing about things are my main problem..if it can just show me that there is another way, help by letting me see something besides the black and down side of my life. I just want a chance, all i'm asking for.