Cyn,,, I feel so connected to you as our journeys started almost the same week...Its been 7 months for me also and I also have kids..For some reason I am doing okay and I just found out that he has been seeing another woman the entire time and lying about it... I think my family and friends have saved me.. Do you have people that you can talk to.. Just remember that this is not about YOU.... When I get down and feel just SCREWED.. I think that he does not deserve me... Be careful what you wish for as living with a depressed person for the rest of ones life is not what I want... Please e mail me if you want. I realize that raising kids alone is scarey and not what we have signed up for... Hang in there and if possible just try to focus on one day at at time..Some nights I lie in bed and just worry about EVERYTHING>>>>> it does me no good..Remember that you have to stay healthy for the kids...they need you... hang in there... I am praying for you
shoos