I am still hanging in there with some days better than others. Over the past week i have gone from being full funcitional, to so down and sad that the hopelessness has been taking over. I cant seem to get a full sense of control over the d side of this thing-i drop so far down with no warning. The anxiety side seems to at least not be any worse but i have noticed over the past few days (like yesterday and day before) where i am so tightly wrapped, tense, can feel it build up and i've sort of just spinning my wheels and waiting for a realease, the anger builds, i get snappy at my kids, i pace, my thoughts race, ughh. Another day, still here, still in this he**hole of a marriage with no love or support, on my own.