I'm having good days and bad days. I still hate being in this position, I just cant accept it at times. I have days where i feel nothing whatsoever and could care less if i ever see my dh again, and others when i am in so much pain its terrible. I have noticed that i seem to be on a more even keel kind of thing lately, not as much anxiety, and able to think things thru and make decisons that i have been putting off. At times though i get scared becuase i have no emotion whatsoever about things, but think its coping