DAML,
I read your post and I cant relate to most of it. Maybe not as deeply in D but the hopelessness, fog, and lack of concentration are there. I cant relate to the sex part because personally I would rather have that feeling of being loved. It makes the loneliness go away(I know I have the "hero" and want to be loved by all type personality) even if I feel i cant give my heart back to them at the moment. My confussion in all of this is what level of depression am I at? I definately have low self esteem and am trying to work on it with books and tapes but maybe I am the depressed one in my R?