I'm not who I was when this all started almost 12 months ago...I'm not who I want to be yet either.

Thanks for the reminder Jess that in the end you can get to that "happier with who you are place" I think I am at the who I was was not good but I don't know who I will be in the end stage. I agree with you it is really hard. I never knew of all the things I needed to change and work on, and doing that is hard but I'm hoping it is worth it in the end.

Sometimes it is hard to see the forest through all the trees. And not to beat yourself up for all the trees I ran smack dab into before I started going gee that hurts, I should learn about avoiding the trees.