Yes, any thing of importance now is communitcated through emails. We've been doing that for a while.

I see why the therapist wouldn't agree to it and understand she is not my advocate. The pastor has been in on this with us since before we left, and he actually gets the situation, so I feel he is both of our advocates.

This overwhelms me. Part of me just wants to call the call off as I see the situation (I think) realistically and know he is coming from a completely different place and so whats the point of this talk? I see a marriage that once was and now see a marriage changed by the past two years in various stages of depression fallout and disfunctional coping. I have come to the realization that my boundaries and limitations are impossible for him and the bar too high. Regardless, I still can not go back there for my own sanity.

I don't know what else to say, but this sucks! My kids want their daddy, I want my husband, and I've got bills to pay. I'm having a pitty party for myself. Any one coming??