Work, school, work, school, work, school..... lol

Found out this past Friday from the gyn that I have abnormal and pre-cancerous cells on my cervix and they need to do more tests and exams. But it can't be too worrysome to them since I have to wait until mid-February for a biopsy. At least that is what I am telling myself. Never had an experience like this, so not sure what to make of all of this and really don't have time to think about it given work, school, work, school. Well, that's what I am telling myself because I just don't want to think about it. Life is happy currently, even though it is busy, and there's no time for anything bad to happen. There's been enough of that in my life and I don't need more thank you very much. So, I just look down and say "out, damn cells, out". I think that will do it and by tomorrow there will be a formal walk-out on my cervix. (ha ha).

bf is being VERY supportive, and from Columbus even. Said he'd come up for the day if I needed him to for the appt in Feb, said it is our challenge right now and not just mine, told me to keep him informed, etc. That's something I am not used to. Xdh said that if I had nothing nice to say then I shouldn't say it, and he can't handle any problems I have, including a hangnail. I am not used to support from a romantic partner, but I can definitely get used to it


"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten."