well, i have not given up on him. i am praying that he is better and fine. i know he moved abroad since he got the job he always wanted. hopefully is happy. still haven't heard a single word from him. but i love him, will always do and i hope that one day we are in touch again - at least as friends. he is/was a great person. i have not given up on him but i kind of had to let go, for my own health.