Just a quick update to let those who were around when I was here, that I'm hanging in there. I have been having difficulties lately with the anxiety and depression. I can't seem to turn things off, my stomach is upset all the time. Still have momets when I cry, feel bad, upset with myself. Its only been resently that it seemed to have been causing trouble. I've been happy for a long time. I am figuring its stress. Had a car accident in Feb, hit by a semi, its caused a lot of problems, as well as a difficult surgery this spring that didn't go well.

My life has continued, even better than before. I am in a relationship with a very special person. My main surprize, I am engaged to be married to a wonderful man, Sept, counting the days. He treats me like I have never experienced before, very caring, loving, and respectful, so happy with him and excited about getting married-thats why I can't quite figure out why I've been having boughts with the d and anxiety, except that finacially things have been difficult since I used my savings to support the kids and I since March.Bills and not working, think thats the cause. Anyway, I never would have thought i could ever be happy after xdh left, its been so long, and my life is honestly better, happier, more fufilling, never would have belived my life would be better after all the pain I went thru. Hope things are going better for everyone.

Last Edited By: mainecyn Aug 15 08 10:23 PM. Edited 1 times.