BeingHappy,

Your relationship is going through the same thing that mine is experiencing. My DHub is raging on me and, even though I know where it is coming from, it does sting. Soul destroying is a good term for those battles. But I love my guy, and understand the source of his bad temper. We fight, we make up, we try to grow. That is what it sounds like you are doing, and I think we all hope that out of the pain of depression, we'll all grow as individuals and couples. Hang in there; believe in yourself, believe in your love, above all believe you deserve your partner's love. Even though your moods are erratic and cause angry outburts, etc. you are obviously a good person. I am sure you partner hasn't lost sight of the the good in you. I'm pulling for you.

Tuckie