boy i love you girls....even when you hit the nail on it's head....
i have serious trust issues....and that p!sses me off....i NEVER had trust
issues before J...NEVER!!!! i use to hand my heart over immediately.....
i use to carelessly dance around and dangle my heart, soul and feelings
on a thread...but now i have stone walls around me!!!!!!!

i am insecure...more than i realized.....
i feel fat....i hate my new hair color...i hate my job....
life sucks right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!