Hi Lynnie, and welcome.

Sorry you are going through this. It's great you are reading Anne's books and the archives here.

It's probably a good idea to copy and paste this post onto the general message board, as more people look at that section.

A number of people are currently (or recently) going through something similar, so no doubt you will soon get some different viewpoints, support and suggestions.

Take care of you.

Makesenseofit (msoi)