I am sorry to hear that you are in the same situation as many of us on this site. I wish that I had fabulous news for you, but I just have a shoulder to lean on. My situation is very similar. My boyfriend has moved out and is on medication and seeing a counselor. For a while I saw a big improvement with the medication, but have since seen him pull away. I am in the same situation with the women at work. Not sure what I should believe anymore. Just know that you are not alone, hang in there and continue to reach out for support. Friends and family will be the only things to get you through.