Thanks so much Anne! I know you have a lot of knowledge on this subject. I'd be interested to read any of the recent journal articles, etc...on the subject of depressed mother's affect on their children, if you could give me a few references. I am one who is always thirsty for knowledge and I love learning new information.

You are right, she is not capable of loving me or showing me the affection I need. I have to accept that and look for it elsewhere.

And yes, I am considering a therapist! Thanks again.