I understand where you are coming from. No matter what you say even if you are not being negative it is turned around in their mind to be negative and all about them. Whatever we say or do even if it is nothing all we are being controlling and manipulative even if we are just taking care of ourselves. I too am tired... oh so very tired... The only way I sleep is still with the use of anti-anxiety. My mind just won't shut down at night. The only time I fall asleep with out sleep aids is when I watch tv. Maybe I need to put a tv in the bedroom!!

When he was living on his own at least we could have some conversations but now since he moved in with the OW everything he sends is negative and how we need to end this fast... I don't even want to talk to him right now. Even though he called today and said to call him back or email him I haven't done either.. I am angry right now with him and tired!!! Tired of his drama and trying to reel me into his drama!