Cruzwriter,

I am so sorry. It is so frustrating to feel like for a little while you get somewhere good (or at least better?!?0 and they take you right back to the bad place again.
He gets to make the decision about his meds, but you get the decision about staying or going. He can only make your life horrid while you let him.
I know it is hard, staying is hard, leaving is hard, it is all so hard.

Take care of yourself.