Sorry Cruz...
Unfortunately this happens.. and it happens more than most of us realise ..

I remember being appalled.. shocked.. angry... hurt... when i found out my exbph was lying to his pdoc...
pdoc took it all in his stride with the words to me that said... Ange this happens.. its not unusual... as shocking as it might be!

Keep focusing on NOW... Not what might happen in 2 months time or 6 months time..
NOW is the time to get that network of people .. friends.. counsellor... in place to help you in this part of your journey.

Its hard to ask for help.. BUT.. just step outside of yourself for a moment... and think .. if this was happening to a friend of yours.. wouldnt you want to know .. and wouldnt you want to help? .. Yeh i think you would... soooo... remember those people will be more than happy to help you in anyway they can right now... so reach out to them.

When my exbph left... I hated asking my mum for money... but she could see that i was in need.. and she helped me stay afloat... (I wrote down every bit of money she gave me and paid it back five years later when i sold the house.. )

YOU will get through this... focus on you ... focus on what you need to do right now .. so that you can be ok.

sorry its come to this.. for you .. remember .. the way hes thinking right now is distorted and irrational...

huggs
Ange

Take  what  you  need . . .  leave  the  rest .Blue_butterfly