Cruz,
My wife went off her meds about a month or so before our daughters wedding. She started having issues the weeks before the big event. I was putting them off to jitters, then the days before the wedding and the day of the wedding, she started falling apart on a regular basis. I could not get anything done between trying to calm her down or pep her back up. After the wedding, she went back to the room to recover while I packed up stuff and moved it from the event center. Well afterwards, I was drinking a beer downstairs before I went up to bed. She had a major meltdown because I was not back in the room when she thought I should be. I was exhausted after the day, but nothing would do she had to scream and cry for over an hour while I tried to calm her down. I was just about ready to take her to the hospital when she finally calmed down and went to sleep. I got her back on meds and now she complains about how she acted at the wedding and tells me all the stuff she should have done. I get the feeling, she blames me for not catching that she was off the meds.

This seems to be my life these days. She goes off her meds without telling anyone, crashes and finally admits what she has done. I get her back to the Dr, new meds or redo of last set, gradually things even out... then repeat I guess I need to start counting pills to make sure she does not do this again. There are days, I dream of walking away from all the mess. I just want out of the nightmare, but I always seem to stay.