Kitkat,
I wish I had hope that the scab would eventually heal. Every six months or more often he's looking at porn which has been a huge issue throughout our entire relationship. I'm trying to shut down my feelings, but it's easier said than done. It would sure be nice if we had a year or two that wasn't wrought with D, porn or other women. I'm on the fence with my feelings right now. Because of our overseas situation we can't separate until we move back, otherwise the company will come after us financially. I'm beginning to feel like a punching bag though - or a doormat. He's never violent, we don't yell, but we, I mean, I sure get emotional. I'm so tired today, so worn out.
Does anyone else notice their DH's using porn? Seriously, my DH has a huge issue with it, it seems like he's graduating to the real deal now.