This state of acceptance is a bit weird.

My exDBF and I spoke on Skype last night, and had a nice time of it.

I haven't heard from him today, though I sent him an e-mail a while ago with some paperwork he was interested in looking at. I'm always a little concerned that whatever I write in e-mail could be taken the wrong way.

What's weird is my state about it:

I miss him. I adore him. I'd really like to hear from him, but if I never hear from him again, I'm sorta OK with that? Even though we've been having contact.

It's strange, because now that we're in some contact, I'm still taking the same attitude to the relationship as when I thought I'd never hear from him again.

PLUS tomorrow, I plan on doing some work; I'm getting on with my life.

This is so much like my therapist told me it would be - like a death. I would make my peace with it and move on, even if I never get over it entirely.

Strange land...

XOXOXO

Last Edited By: Optimistic1 Dec 1 10 6:35 PM. Edited 3 times.