Let me also say Welcome, GlascoeT. Please feel free to say what ever you want or need to say. I kind of slipped this thread a little off course myself with some of my comments. I am finding it really helps to have a spot to blow off some steam.

Cruiz and I have had a back and forth conversation on this and a couple of other threads. I also lurked in the background for quite some time before posting on the "My Story" section of this website. The site is not extremely active, but its kind of nice to see the same names each time you log on. It lets you kind of get to know the other posters and their situation.

If there is any way possible, get your wife back on her meds. Self discovery or not, if she has become a different person, its sounds like D. I guess she has been on meds for depression before based on your comment. My wife bounces back and forth from angry to weepy to #*!%#% to sad to ... when she goes off her meds. It makes life really fun around the house. I think I've got her on track now. I kept telling her if she had cancer, she would take the treatments or if she was diabetic she would take the insulin, its the same with the depression. I say this and in the back of my mind a little voice keeps saying "till she decides she does not need them again."

Please feel free to lay out as much as you need to us. I am finding it a great help just to have someone to talk with about D's affect on my life.