I saw his tests, they are all negative. We have been using condoms, actually, it's kind of nice from a female perspective. I'm not sure if I'll insist on retesting. He produced negative results. 99% of the time, he caves when I come to him with specifics, if he even thought his tests MAY be positive, I think he would have caved and admitted to contact, I really don't think he had any.

I think we are headed up, I hope we are headed up. Tonight is date night, I'm really looking forward to it (no doubt the pre-date night cocktail doesn't hurt with that) we had a great night last night, so I'm hoping for a repeat tonight. Although, he hurt himself today playing sports....so that might interfere but I hope not. We are also headed for a big vacation next week after Christmas, so I think all of that helps. Two weeks of uninterrupted family time is going to be fantastic, hopefully!

He decided he's attending a business dinner next week with someone I consider to potentially be a bad influence. I'm trying not to stress about it, because I may get invited, and even if I don't, I'm pretty sure he'll be home before the "after dinner" activities. It's funny though, I go to these business dinners and it seems like they want to see me more than him. lol. Comes in handy when he's recently obliterated trust, in fact, I was told last night I would be the one invited to the "after dinner" activities. HA HA HA. I'd go though, just to see what happens, but not without DH, that would be scary.

Ghada, I've been thinking about what you said over and over, in my mind it absolutely means exclusive, in its entirety.

Better go get gussied up