I love that word...Eventuate.

Yes, new information to process. Acceptance, awareness, regret for bad actions. It was nice to have a brief visit with the man I once knew. Somehow it was affirming to know that he still exists and I didn't imagine it all.

I think I will have to spend some time deciding where the boundary will be in terms of how much involvement I am willing to have in what has to be his own journey.

I don't want to get sucked back down the drain again and he will continue to have very bad days and flip flop around I would imagine. I don't wish to experience a repeat performance of December at any cost.