Thought I would check in and post an update. Nothing really has changed. I keep seeing minor touches of the woman I married, but they are very quick and gone again. She now has an Ipad and it is her best friend. It follows here everywhere and she can watch shows on it all the time. She sits in her chair and vanishes into what ever is the latest show she wants to watch.

We went to a movie tonight. I made the mistake of thinking she was enjoying us being together. Well it was too much when I put my arm around her. We left the movie with her fuming mad over me doing that. Just when I think she is getting better, D is back.

Doubt I will post for a while, it just hurts too much. I do what I can to keep everything running smoothly, and try not to think about it. Posting just stirs up bad thoughts/memories. Kind of like picking at a scab, it hurts and you know you should not do it.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Hope you all have a good Easter.