proptart, I am with you. That is what's so hard about this. We know in our heads that thinking about the problem and our DSOs is not helping with moving on with our lives, but somehow we can't get rid of the emotional dragginess to enable us to be free. Like Dazed said, you are doing better. We have good days and bad days. And maybe it just takes more time to have more good days than bad days until we mostly just have good days. Let's try not to beat ourselves up for not moving faster...we ARE at least moving in the right direction.