I know what you all mean regarding the texting,my DSO broke it off for the third time with me on wednesday,you'd think that i'd have had enough after 3 times,but i love him too much to just give up on him,and just can't help but think that this is not the end.I text him yesterday lunchtime,but had nothing back(don't expect to anytime soon if i'm honest),when my phone went off yesterday evening,my heart leapt thinking it might be from him,but it was from my friend,and my heart sank.My phone is very quiet now
Regarding the trust issue,if/when he does come back to me,i think i will be very protective of myself,this time.i need this time apart to work on myself and get some boundaries in place.
The trouble with me is that i give my heart too easily - always have,maybe this will teach me not to next time.
I wish i was as strong as some of you girls on here.