It wasn't a waste Alicea. It's sad how things ended, but it wasn't a waste. Enough of the character development crapolla_ yeah, I learned stuff and all that - but if there's one lesson that ya can take from all of this is that you are stronger than you think. Anyone who has survived a traumatic break up, toppled with mental health issues is only stronger for it. Now, none of us get into a relationship hoping we'll get the Olympic gold medal for suffering, but you really ran the course in this journey.