alicea wrote:


WW is coming along to our mani/pedi appointment. They have what's called gentleman's mani/pedi just for you.  Errrrr…you can drp me off at the strip club…errrrr…I mean best buy!!!!

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In my case, I don't think my xdbf will come back especially because I know he feels a lot of guilt over how it went down. He won't even have the courage to apologize, let alone come back to reclaim the relationship. He will want to just sweep it under the rug, hoping that he does better next time, with someone new.  Then his past will come to haunt him.  I know this all too well.
  Whether it's the D or not, he has emotional issues that he refuses to face. I recognize it and wish he would too, acknowledge it, and wish he would choose to become emotionally healthier person...but he is far from it. Unfortunately it IS his choice and no matter how much I love him, I cannot change his decision. Really what I feel right now is...what a waste. Waste of love and waste of time. Can you tell that I am bitter?  That is not bitterness.  That is the beginning of self empowerment.