Just havin a bad day....smiley: alien  sometimes i am just tired of fighting through this. 
Just want the sadness to go away.   
I want my meds to be at the right levels.  
I want to have the feeling I had for my wife again.
I wish I wasn't so shallow.
I wish the shame would go away.
I wish i could turn back time to make better decisions (some of you know what this is)  1 of a thousand regrets.....