lu wrote:


No Way...Is the "sad" different from depression feelings?



Yes it is different. It's because I opened my feelings up to a prostitute. eventhough i have ended the relationship. I am still trying to repair the damage done to myself.  Today I feel sad and lonely.  It is different because I actually can feel.  I have gotten to know my depression very well.  This is just sadness.  I have no idea why I let myself get into this position….Why did I even do this at all?  Why didn’t I just have sex and be done with it?  Why couldn’t I be just dumb and not let any of this affect me?  *head in hands*