Hi ww,

You make me laugh....chicken choking indeed! From the cheap seats I think the sex thing is a REALLY good sign of your recovery and climbing out of that hideously dark place. Reading your "depression timeline" throughout your life, I'd say it's a real positive. Of course how you handle it now is the important thing. I'm sure your therapist will have some ideas on how to deal with all that pent-up frustration (and you've got years of it by the sounds of it!). Do you feel like you could broach the subject with your wife or write to her maybe?