Erin - It's ironic,because up until meeting DSO,i had very little if patience at all,but with him i am a completely different person,for the better might i add! I can't help thinking that this isn't the end,he came back last time,i know he is in a bad place with himself right now,when he is feeling better in himself,who knows!
But i do know,i could not cope with this happening again if he did come back,need to get myself strong and figure out some boundaries.The more i think about it,speaking to a counsellor sounds like a good idea.Ireland is a lovely place by the way,i spent a week in Galway,over the millenium new year.