Sorting thoughts:

The following are my feelings today and condition of my mood for this week while I am away from home.  I am on a company event far from home.  My company only has 380 employees.  Many employees have 10+ years of work history with this company.  Many of them know every single person in this company.

·        My mood is positive and moderately upbeat. 

·        I noticed one thing about myself:

-Anytime we had a reading/writing assignment.  My mind would begin to blur out.  It was almost my mental fogginess came back. 

-In some moments I almost wanted to go to sleep.

-I have to mention this to doctor.  I have no idea what this means

·        Mental clarity this week: 92%

·        Noticed that I am slightly uncomfortable because I do not know anyone except a few employees (about 10).  I will consider this normal, right?

So these are my thoughts from a recovering depressed person. 

·        I still have the same feelings for my wife as before the trip.  She is a good friend, but I no longer have lustful feelings.

·        Her intimate advances actually repulse me.  I can’t switch this feeling off.

·        I am worried about her condition as she is depressed as a result of my clinical depression.

·        I want to make sure she is in a better place before making any decision(s).

 


Last Edited By: wrongway Jan 22 13 6:29 PM. Edited 3 times.