I have to call doc on monday.....combo is not working. Crying....deep lonliness...sleepy for hours at a time. I am back down to 60-70% mental clarity. This is not good. I do not like this feeling. Plus Abilify makes my hands shake like "the dickens."
Yikes...almost feel full depression cloud. *sigh* I do not like this.

I am worried about wheter I will snap at the people I care about. I am trying to be careful with what I say and how I communicate that....

Sorry about everyone I've hurt so far.

shame is back.

Wish me luck

I need it.