Okay.....

 

****reminder****

look at medication labels VERY CAREFULLY!!!

mood stabilizer was supposed to be 50mg twice a day.

I was taking 100 mg once a day.

 

Need to spread out stabilzer throughout the day to stop crying.

 

Doc even said if I need to do 75 day time and 25 night time, that might be beneficial.

Therapy has also been helpful.  Sorting my feelings and how I feel for my wife.  It looks like my feelings had changed while I was depressed.  I will still help my wife get into a better place.

I have a feeling that it’s about to get ugly…..

Wish me luck