It really is amazing how similar the stories of depressed men are. I too am a end result of depression. My relationship has been destroyed along with my life for the most part. As a result of my break up I have reached that 90 to 100% level of depression and am only now so ever slowly trying to dig myself out of the dark hole I am in. I was at the 80% level before seeking help as I was no longer able to function on a daily basis.