Wow….Now being HYPERANALYZED.  Every move I make is now under scrutiny.  If I don’t say “I’m going upstairs , then “I don’t love her”

 

This is annoying, but understandable.  God I hope this living under a microscope will subside.  She actually called out sick today.  (First time in 3 years)  She didn’t sleep all last night.  I’m expecting her to rummage through all my stuff.  I have nothing to hide…..well  except OW…but there is no trail….except here.

Suddenly she is willing to go to therapy.  I find that annoying, but hopeful.  My feelings haven’t changed.  I owe it to myself to see if my decision is corroborated by an unbiased 3rd party.  Wish me luck.  I need it.

 

-Wrongway