I am not sure why my attraction disappeared.  It just did.  It didn’t happen overnight.  Remember, I have been battling depression for many years.  I hit rock bottom at the end of 2011, and then fell into a second depression.  This depression was circumstantial and was on top of my clinical depression.

Double whammy

I was too concerned about getting out of depression.  I don’t know when it happened. Probably sometime 2003-2004