Yes, was on welbutrin for years before I met him (which was 4.5 yrs ago); then abilify got added 2 yrs ago and that stabilized his mood swings (not so low); then his psychiatrist decided to try effexor and that had bizarre side effects, so he weaned off and that is what shot him into MDE Sept - Jan; back to welbutrin + abilify since Dec but unfortunately he decided the abilify was interfering with sleep, so he stopped that about a month ago (and that is when I think he went hypomanic with the online stuff and truly erratic behavior); then he was good for a couple of weeks, but this week he is heading down again But he's doing all the right things - weekly therapist, psychiatrist for meds. Bp is not easy, as you know. Intersting your comment about the sports. I thought it was the depression making the losses intensely negative and the wins barely a blip.