When I felt this way, someone here on this forum... many many moons ago.. Lisalonewolf perhaps? .. advised that I write my heart out... EVERY single thing I wanted to say .. all the things he could not hear because he could not listen or hear back then... Write them down... then burn it (in a safe place) .. preferably outside, this is a little ritual and the wind will carry the smoke and your words to where ever they need to go... you will feel better!

It definitely helped to make me feel better...

nothing to lose!


huggs
Ange

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