Oh I'm sure he read it.... He looked quite a bit frazzled the days following... and of coarse he did not speak or even look at me... Was I tempted... no... a bit curious, but no... I said in the letter, what I have been thinking and feeling for the last 6 months...but couldn't say them because everybody here had me convinced to play this loving supporting role no matter what...I decided , depression or not... I don't want to play this role... I have always spoken my mind... He is able to think... depression or not, he makes choices everyday...... Why should I keep all this in? Spare him the pain, or agony of what he caused me? no!  SO i wrote my words, and sent them... my feelings , my thoughts, my pain...for his eyes to read... for him to see...

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