Thanks GG/Ange, I'm going to give it a little while before I decide if I want to go back to the counsellor. I think a little time and perspective would make it more productive for me, if I still feel the need to do so, I will. Acceptance is what I am working on at the moment Ange, it isnt easy, but I am learning alot about myself and I think that is always good,
regards,
Erin