McDoodle,  Yes he was on meds... It was my idea at first... he was getting angry, condescending, I asked him to go to a therapist....  from the last fallout, which I knew the  Zoloft... he zombied  out.We actually made a pack , not to go over 100 ml,  no matter what the doc percribed... knowing what will happen if he hits these upper levels... The meds were just supposed to calm him down, take the edge off... Before I knew it he was at 150... I freaked out... he was already in LaLa land... ... then the doctor moved him to 175,  that is where he was saying he feels guilty what he is doing to me, wants to be alone... said he knows he loves me, but does not feel love anymore... 200 came, and he was out the door, not looking back....He now is at 100 again, after a few months of weaning down... 100 is where he feels calm, but can still think, and has some feelings....

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