Fluffy- Thank you also for posting what you did... My (soon to be ex) H's D has absolutely gotten worse throughout our 8 years together. I'm not sure if he went through a MDE or a manic episode (I suspect BP at this point) this spring, but what ever it was has absolutely changed him from the person he used to be.

Knowing that these episodes can last longer and get stronger is absolutely terrifying to me. Right now I'm definitely grieving the loss of my marriage and the way my H used to be, but at the same time I know I could NEVER go through Fallout again, especially with the possibility of it getting worse.