He has a rough year coming up with his job and I want to support him in whatever way I can. After that, if we are still in the same boat I think it will be time to move on. I think I've been slowly withdrawing emotionally over the past couple years...I'm sure it will be hard but I honestly feel like I could move past this and perhaps start seeing people maybe a few months after everything is finalized. Who knows, maybe before then he'll have an epiphany and everything will be wonderful...lol. I doubt it...but one can always hope I suppose.

Meanwhile, something I have wanted very much in my personal life finally happened and I'm able to focus on that and what it means for me. Work took a bit of a hit these past few months, enough for my office manager to say something, so I'm taking steps to address/remedy that. Aside from that whole marriage-thing, I feel pretty good. Now if I can just find a way to get some exercise in...I'll be great.