Ugh... Fallout is the worst. I used to love the show 'The Sopranos' and I just thought of a quote form that show. 'Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in!' I think the same can be said with Fallout and our DSO's. I think the important thing to remember is that D and BP are life long mental illnesses which most likely will get worse as time goes on without proper treatment. To be honest with you, I'm going through hell right now with my Fallout and I'm having a really bad day with it today for some reason. I really miss the loving and caring XDH that I used to know, but I keep trying to remind myself that he isn't that person anymore.

It's ok that you called in sick today at work... We all have days like that. I think the best thing you can do is distance yourself from him, that's what I've done with my XDH and it does help.