Hi Higgins

I think I gave up so much of me to do the right thing for him. Its scary. Coming out of this, I am so unsure of myself now. I am having difficulty making decisions for myself as I always was thinking what would be best for him, what would he prefer, what would he do, if I do something will he get angry. The biggest mistake I ever did was leave my career for him. I was set to become a director of a company earning big money, and he didn't like it, felt threatened by the fact that I travelled. He did too, and he also was earning good money, but he was so unhappy with me at that company which I loved.